Changes..

She looks from a distance,
At events surrounding her,
Making her wonder,
Her mere existence,
In this ever- changing place.

She is confused,
Yet amused,
At the outcomes,
And at the unexpectedness,
Of it all,
Making her smile,
For awhile,
A smile of irony,
A smile of bitterness.

She thought,
She could never go wrong,
But this was not so,
As things changed,
As she went along.

She is unsure,
Of the promises kept,
Of her ability to accept,
And adapt,
To everything new,
To which she has no clue.

She desperately seeks,
The answer in her heart,
Is everything going to be torn apart?
Or am I going to disappear,
And no one will ever hear?